Sunday, October 31, 2010

What the heck?

October 30, 2010

Dear W,

Today has been less than perfect, that's for sure. I'm not feeling myself today, I haven't been from the first moment I woke up. I probably should have better communicated that, but it seems like things were too far gone to go back to that and let you know.

What happened today? How did things get so carried away? We reached the peak of the mountain and instead of us starting the climb back down to normality, things just leveled at the climax and that is where we've been stuck, all day.

I do feel we've calmed - both of us, since this morning. I'm still hurt, but I not as worked up as I was. I'm not sure what got me going. Why was I so stressed out over those little errands?

I think life in general is just stressing me out these days. I feel stretched way to thin, I feel like I work very hard and get no where. I feel detached. After this week, I will be taking a break from things and will be taking it easy. I am promising myself this and hope it works out.

Tomorrow is Halloween. The day is going to be busy. I hope it will also be better.

I love you

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Enough already

October 9th, 2010

Dear Me,

Smarten the fuck up.

Thank you,